What It Is. It is

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What Its Is. It Is.

You..
You.....
Why?

Why You?


I told you I loved you.

I meant every word of it.

You treated me like nuts.

I was so pissed off at you.

I didn't understand.

First I blamed myself.

Then I blamed you.

Then I didn't know who to blame.

Then I finally figured it out.

Love is not the perfect guy.

It is not being some one your not.

Its when you want the best for the one you love.

No matter what.

No matter what the consequences on your part.

I finally realized that.

And I know deep down.

That’s what’s best for you.
Does not include me.

No.

Not me.

I can deal with that.

Because I still love you.

I made my decision.

Now I have to deal with the consequences.

Not that you cared.

Though it was my fault.

I screwed everything up.

I waited three frickin years to tell you.

To tell you I loved you.

And I told you the worst way possible.

I know that now.

I should have said it to your face.

But no.

I had to be a wimp.

I frigged everything up.

But I still love you.

Even if you don't love me.

So I guess I'll just have to live.
With myself.

Without you.

With the consequences.

Because.

Just looking at you now.

Just hearing your voice.

Is an un-bearable pain.

It feels like your ripping my heart out.

And slicing it into a million pieces with your knife.

Because you can.

But I still love you.

And you'll never know.

You'll never understand.


Just how much I love you.